no posts for some days now...have been away...have been happy...but today

today you killed a little bit of me again, man.

the self doubt, the loneliness all came crushing down again...

but m a bit different now...more stronger..indifferent even...

m paying ffor thinking so high and so much...something you are not...will never be..someone i always want...

you say you are insecure...that i will go away...

you should be..m not gonna stay...not like this...